The Dog Days are Over

Just when you think things can't get any worse, somehow they always seem to find a way. I feel like since I returned to Philly after Christmas, my personal life has been in an epic downward spiral. It seems to me that no matter how hard I try or what I do, everything is wrong. So now I am making a life changing decision. I need to live my life 100% for me. I always worry so much about other people, how they are, what they think. But after three years of college and many failed relationships, both romantic and friendly, I need to put the entire focus on me. With all of these failed relationships there is one common denominator, me. I desperately need to do some growing up, find some new perspective, and really get my priorities in order. This is going to be an uphill battle in the rain, and there will be so many temptations along the way to revert back to the familiar, but I know in my heart of hearts that I can get through all the whisperings and back-stabbing to truly get to adulthood.